AJ took my wedding photo's...I've been watching your blog since Aj moved on to Jesus....Kellie, Brad and I can't have children...I've been to specialists etc...you have lost your husband, but God has given you a gift of life that you'll never deserve...I watch Eli's growth, I've seen his progress and I envy you in a good way. Please please always appreciate what God has done for you. You are SO blessed. Alicia